Retail therapy

By now you might notice a pattern: the whining tends to coincide with either full moon or my period approaching. This month I’m particularly lucky: it’s both at the same time! So you’re in for another whiny post, I’m afraid.

I MISS TONY! Every bit of him including his annoying little habits (like not closing the fridge door properly). But most of all, I miss him making me laugh. He’s so good at that. He manages to make me laugh without even trying. Sometimes just watching him puts a smile on my face.

I even miss him spoiling my shopping experiences. Him being just one step behind me and whispering things like “horrible” or “you can’t afford it” in my ear when I’m looking at clothes. The memory alone doesn’t work: I succumbed to some retail therapy at lunchtime today, despite the fact that I couldn’t afford it and despite the fact that I could almost hear his voice in my ear. It’s just not the real thing and that thought made me want to buy that skirt even more.

So here I am, whiny and Tony-less in my new skirt (which of course makes all the difference).